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Legend meets Fairytale.
truth mixed with fancy; fairyfloss for a giant.
Created on 2007-01-02 16:12:21 (#11946469), last updated 2008-05-27
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| Name: | kelly_rae_2007 |
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| Location: | Melbourne, Vic., Australia |
| Website: | compassion. |
Legend meets fairytale.
For fairy's sake, don't fall in love with me.
We shall name her... Crystal.
She that could have been; illuminous, refracted light. She was fancied, but for only the shortest while, still carressed in her mother's womb.
What riches, what virtues & what vices were invested in her? What hidden accounts were opened and never closed; left to compound interest so that one day... one day...
What hidden horrors pound beneath the skin? What volumes of blood weep into the bank from innate wounds left unstitched? how much love, life... how much identity does she owe the past, for existing unspent? And what service it has (not!) done her!
She that could have been...
What suppressed memories rest in dormant vaults; antiquities locked deep in hiding, gaining ever greater weights and measures of inaccessible value, as the years and seasons progress? What horrors & traumas well up inside her, impossible to withdraw because the body corporate birthed a different name? Birthed a different name & docked the old one... like a puppy's tail... or umbilical cord...
Perhaps one day... one day...
One day she who became will receive notice of the maturity of these accounts, & withdraw from her past; from the once fancied reflective light...
Withdraw and re-treat herself to family, the familiar, the nature of things. Contempt.
Perhaps.
...Perhaps this co-existence will that day become consolidated wealth... & it won't matter what was, is, or will.
Past.
Present.
Future.
Crystal & I shall smelt together in the Pheonix's flames at the end of days, & return to the Earth's core...
...Mother
...Nature's
...Womb
For fairy's sake, don't fall in love with me.
We shall name her... Crystal.
She that could have been; illuminous, refracted light. She was fancied, but for only the shortest while, still carressed in her mother's womb.
What riches, what virtues & what vices were invested in her? What hidden accounts were opened and never closed; left to compound interest so that one day... one day...
What hidden horrors pound beneath the skin? What volumes of blood weep into the bank from innate wounds left unstitched? how much love, life... how much identity does she owe the past, for existing unspent? And what service it has (not!) done her!
She that could have been...
What suppressed memories rest in dormant vaults; antiquities locked deep in hiding, gaining ever greater weights and measures of inaccessible value, as the years and seasons progress? What horrors & traumas well up inside her, impossible to withdraw because the body corporate birthed a different name? Birthed a different name & docked the old one... like a puppy's tail... or umbilical cord...
Perhaps one day... one day...
One day she who became will receive notice of the maturity of these accounts, & withdraw from her past; from the once fancied reflective light...
Withdraw and re-treat herself to family, the familiar, the nature of things. Contempt.
Perhaps.
...Perhaps this co-existence will that day become consolidated wealth... & it won't matter what was, is, or will.
Past.
Present.
Future.
Crystal & I shall smelt together in the Pheonix's flames at the end of days, & return to the Earth's core...
...Mother
...Nature's
...Womb
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